It takes a while to realise that life isn't straight
Why won't you fly.
suddenly i vanished
and i wonder if people noticed.

I tend to be slow at realising things, but i will figure it out anyway. I sometimes doubt the true intention of our existence on earth but i will naturally give up thinking. I will be happy if i see you smile so do smile more. :)
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You fill me up with happiness
by your funny little smile


i don't know for sure
where this is going

Genevieve Grace Nicole W Benedict One Kellyx AM6 Cecelia Alicia Cheritta Ginnette Jasmin Lynnette Amelia Karen Benedict Hui min Sijia Deng Jing Isabel Vernetta Xinyi Felicia Siqi joey joelle charmaine KCP track team Pamela Tong Lin kelvina Bo Ning Mr Yeo Student Council shanisca
Ada
Ruihan
Yi Yan
Fabian


don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

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shit (Tuesday, September 29, 2009 / 6:04 AM)

Die le. I got a B overall for ugly geog. Missed 1 mark to ugly A. OH GOSH. Mtah is even worse. Got a B for the test. Gonna get an ugly C overall for sure. C is a defiite for history. Gosh. I feel SO DEPRESED. And now, geog is getting so ridiculously hard with so many things to remember! Sci is even worse when u cant understand. I ca die.-.-

Netball (Friday, September 25, 2009 / 3:46 AM)

Hey idiots(: Bah. I am feeling EXTREMELY EXHAUSTED NOW. Today's PE, we had a friendly match with 1A and we totally got trashed. The scores tabulated to 2:7. That GA was REALLY good. She can run, she can shoot. She is PERFECT. hahahha.We did really well though, 1k netballers. Jia Yous for everything! After school collected money for the photos before doing class duty. Was supposed to meet the netballers but had to sweep the floor instead.-.- haha. But blame it all on Valen and Shin Min lor! Sweep the floor yi dian ye bu serious de! It was REALLY dirty. So while cleaning, i tried contacting ST they all but NONE of them picked up-.- So walked downstairs to the parade suare and met them. We started of with a friedly match with 1L and MIRACULOUSLY took to a DRAW. It was AWESOME! Ms Lee was even proudof us too! We were all in high spirits ad so aft the match, went to shoot some hoops and discussed strategies and different small details. After that, played with 1J netballers. Before we started the game, vivianne wished me good luck and this dumb girl(which i am not gonna name) said to her:"eh they are our OPPONENTS leh. Why you wish them good luck?1!" Nicole Gan then said it was all basic sportmenship. So e*** extended out her hand to shake mine. I took her hand and shook it, smiling. Then she go say bad luck to u! bad luck to 1k! I felt like punching her face man! But contained my anger. I mean its all part of a fair competition. No point arguing. hehe. So then we played. I managed to shoot in 1 pathetic hoop. The in the end coulde do it anymore. We lost to 1J 1:4. In the middle of the game, e*** was like shouting 1K cant shoot! I LOVE 1J!!!!. Gosh, she dosen have a bit of sportsmenship in her blood!-.- anyws, i m here to extendmy deepest well wishes to 1A and 1J. may we have a fair but fun game(:

no title. (Thursday, September 24, 2009 / 2:02 AM)

HELLO(:
So today was one ugly day. hahaha.
Chinese was quite funny. ZY, MY and I made Bo Ning help read to us the passage in English. Then Zhen Yang and Ming Yu in front keep turning around to ask Bo Ning questions. Hahah It was SUPER funny. Then the class was talking about some ci yu and came across 情绪化。It means that one person one moment hyper, the other emo. The class though about me the moment it was metioned. haha. It was quite funny really. Then later Bo Ning was saying how he wants to be the president of China then next time invade Singapore. I was really angry and told him off. he so dun have 饮水思源的品德lor!He was quite serious until he said he was joking. LOL that dumb pok! But i do hope he becomes president larh, he is really good(:
So then we had math. I failed Dianostic Quiz again, no suprise there. And we also did this non graded quiz. It was quite confusing. The picture not clear at all! So the class got into this really big argument with Mrs Tay. It was stupid.
My group and i then stayed back during recess to discuss the debate. I got a point now so i just have to explain>.< I hope we do well for the upcoming debate with our friendly neighbour, 1L. Jia Yous kays 1k? u can do it!
ACC was FUN. and FUNNY. Yang lao shi is so kind! he gave us these DELICIOUS homemade chocolates. I wanted to say thank you to him cause everybody just took the chocolates as if the fact that Yang Lao Shi giving us chocolates 是理所当然的。 However, no one said anythig so i just muttered a small thank you under my breath. Bo Ning heard me and followed suit. So a few boys said thank you also but they were barely audible.-.- Nvm that, anyws, 谢谢杨老师! After that listened to some interesting stories, then we watched 'la bi xiao xin'. now i know why Bo Ning and Ming Yu like it so much. It was SO HILARIOUS!!! Xiao Xin was so sacarstic and it made me laugh alot. Loved it(:
Last period was Science. I dun really think Ms Tan teaches really well! She goes through the ppt slides so FAST that it was impossible to catch up! BAH-.-
Left class at 1.15 and ate lunce in preperation for Jap oral. Was so nervous i threw my whole plate of food away. During Jap Oral, i blew it, BIG TIME. The passage was so easy ad yet i mispronounced two words. Then, i was unable to ans all the examiner's questions. Sighs, But the examiner was REALLY KIND!!! He had this big smile on his face that chased all my worries away! yay. hahaha.
okay, end of post. Goodbye!


~hyper emo~


idiotic math (Wednesday, September 23, 2009 / 3:02 AM)

HELLO miserable world!
Today was a horrible day. hahaha. Firstly, I totally screwed up at the debate rehersals cause i stammered and forgot my points ALOT. Friday is gonna be an embaressing day. sighs. Math was even worse. I studied SO HARD for DUMB mensuration and the in the end ever come out AT ALL! i left a 3 marks qn blank, Got another 3 marks qn wrong and also, left a 2 marks qn blank. I told Bo Ning this and he told me
to take O levels next time.-.- Tsk... Bo Ning. Idiot. haha.GOSH!!! Life is SO MISERABLE!. I was so sad, I was jumping ad hopping around the class with ST just to humour myself. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Today'slunch was REALLY funny.Lunched with st, gen, nic, nic, SQ, Grace etc. Some girl named Jing Wen from softball came and kept us laughing all day. She was so funny! i coulden stop laughing. Then Gen drank this strawberry ice blend which she call ' blood' got her teeth all red! hahaha. AWW, my zombie vampire Gen(: The ltr bused home and watched this cloining show on HBO. It rocked! Mass sms the whole class on some info then found out that Joelle babe got her thumbdrive back!!! GRATZ joelle! Love ya(: Bah. Jap oral tomorrow. I hate Jap. Its so.... No words can describe how horrible it is. TRUST. Still have History to rush Oh well, Byes!

~hyper emo~

Songs (Monday, September 21, 2009 / 7:56 AM)

HELLO(:
added some new songs.
1.if i let u go-Westlife
2.Unbreakable-Westlife
3.lucky-Britney Spears

BUT u still cant deny the fact that WESTLIFE is hated by ALL!!! MUAHAHAHAH. Enjoy(:

sorry (Sunday, September 20, 2009 / 1:37 AM)

i will count my lucky stars just to hear u say i m sorry.

to the world's most racist pok:
So Sorry. dun die yet. (:

Mid Autum Fest (Friday, September 18, 2009 / 7:14 AM)

HELLO(:
today, we had Mid-Autum Festival! WHEEEE. hahaha. Actually, it was quite boring and stupid but FUN like always.

-School-
GROAN* omg i shld not have done what i did in LA class! But i really coulden stand it and Lava started coming out of Joelle's vent too. hahaha. Anyws, i m SO SORRY! to that person whom i am referring to. Sorry Sorry Sorry. YAY.
PE was the most tiring thing that has ever happened to me! sighs. Miss Lee was exeptioally strict with us today and i gave all my best to help the team. When we competed with the boys, we only lost by 1 point! WE ROCK GIRLS! jia yous for everythig!!! Then latr stayed back during recess to play with the 1L ppl. I was totally wiped out i din play well at all in that game. In the end, we lost by 1 point. ahhahaha.

-Mid Autum Fest Cocert-
hahahah. The concert was totally AWESOME! The SC performance was really funny with Gordon Goofing around(: There was a sing along too! WE were singing 'yue liang dai biao wo de xin' and it was GREAT! Me ans Si jia were like singing like there was no tomorrow:D Band was REALLY GOOD! They played songs from Mulan and i ABSOLUTELY adore it. It was really in tune and i was just swaying to the music. However, CO was THE BEST though. hehe i mean they were really playing together and everybody was enjoying it. Even Mr Tan the really strict photograper and ex-teacher was imperessed. CO ROCKS!!!! Other than that, was the normal phototaking and critisism from xuhua of being 'extra'. hahaha.

-Mid Autum Fest Lantern Making-
I was really boring but fun at the same time:D It was the usual phototaking again. It was really tiring but FUN to see ppl in ACTION(: I went with my class to see if i could help and had some rest there. They were making this spongebob lantern ad this AWESOME card. The card was really cool because Bo Ning wrote some really hard chinese stuff and beautiful chinese poems. The lantern was good too. I LOVE MY CLASS. yay.So in the end, we just cleared up and got ready for dismissal.
It was fun.:D

















Piano Pieces (Thursday, September 17, 2009 / 9:06 AM)

HELLO!(: YAY managed to change the sond sucessfully! WHEEEEEE. I came across this piece on Pamela's friend Scott's blog. I am not sure who he is at all but still... He posted this video of someone playing this piece on the piano. OMG i LOVE it so much i listen to it everytime i come onto the com. hehe. anyws,this piece of music is called *Piano - Kimi to Boku, Todokanu Omoi (Gundam SEED Destiny).* the second piece of music is love Me by Yiruma. It great too! hahahaha YAY enjoy!

Today, Math was stupid cause i failed Diagnostic quiz. Ever since after Jun hols started, i have been failing all my quizes literally. omg, sighs. Luckily i had Bo Ning to teach me. But his solutions are too hard... -.- LA was okay, we were solving puzzles. Malay was great because i scored full marks for that test. Unfortunately, it is NOT graded. There was no teachers during chinese so we did a compre on our own. Some ppl were quite pissed with the Pamela band grp cause they were playing music out loud and talking while doing work but it was okay. I listened to westlife on a earpiece frm gen's phone. They were...(un reluctantly saying) really good. Computing was REALLY fun! i cant wait to learn how to create my own blogskins. It was hard though hahaha. Wanted to go gen's hse but did not suceed in the end. Went home, was so tired i slept till 6-.- then later went out to eat the Hong Kong thing. I <3 the Toasted Bread!!! smth like u put syrup and butter and ice cream de. It was really delicious! Then played volleyball with Ying Ying and my Das. It was AWESOME!!! I absolutelt LOVE volleyball! WHEEEE ahaha.
okae, byes!

~hyper emo~

sitting arrangements (Wednesday, September 16, 2009 / 5:45 AM)

Today we changed seats and i ended up sitting next to Bo Ning. hahaha. He's really not bad lah, made me laugh during the chinese test and history. I shall not reveal abt the chinese test incase we get into trouble O.O hehe. Ayws, for history, we were arguing abt whether a country shld ever reach the golden age because once you are up there, u will come down horribly again. His point was a country should remain its status quo and not reach the golde age at all, to be on the safe side. I said that if a country does not reach the golden age, there will be no improvements and the people will live in proverty for their whole lives. Then, i asked him if he was the ruler, would he want to lead the country to sucession? He looked at me, i looked at him and he smiled foolishly as if he had no ans to that. I smiled and looked at him then we started laughing. It was really funny. hehe. Also, he listens to things i mutter under my breath. i was saying non-sensical things to myself then he questioned me. It was really scary for someone to actually listen to the things i say to myself. hahahha. On the whole, he is nice. Ming Yu and Zhen Yang infront if me are really sweet and funny! hahah Ming Yu keeps me entertained while Zhen Yang helps me in my work. hehe. It really nice to be sitting with them, so enthusiastic(: yay.
aft that, we had chinese test. The close passage was really difficult but the compre was okay. sighs, i am so scared i will end up with Cs overall! Bleah.):
Aft school, the girls had lunch tgt and then wo pei joelle in class to revise. I was sorting out my messy files while she did revisions. hahah, for almost 1 hour we were spending time talking, chatting and laughing non-stop. hehe i <3 her! WHEEE. Then, she headed for the SC meeting and i went for my guzheng photoshoot. That dumbphotoshoot took forever i missed my SC meeting. Sighs, oh well. I not really sure which department i want to go to. hmmm, maybe student wellfare. heheh or co-operate relations. will decide when the time is right(:
okaie, BYES!!!!

~hyper emo~

timetable (Monday, September 14, 2009 / 4:35 AM)

HELLO(:
just realised that this is my 51st post! YAY so its a new beginning, just like today.
-School reopended today, all the boys had haircuts and they look funny.
-music was irritating,
-Chinese ting xie was atrocious
-Recess had SPELENDID and DELICIOUS Chocolate mint ice cream!
-Assembly was the best one yet because there was chinese story telling and it ROCKED SO MUCH!
-Netball was a TOTAL FAILURE. I cant shoot in ANY hoops at all! Felt really depressed. Bah
-st and i thought the girls some pivetting and discussed some strategies.
-lunched with st, gen, krys ans sijia
-played a little more netball
-Went for photography photo taking. saw bo ning, m.y and z.y there. They look really studious in their librarian costume! ahahahhaha. they dun look that bad, just a bit ridiculous hehehhe.
-bused home.
-bought yet another 1.5litre water bottle for stupid rain gauge.
-very slakish now.
ahhahahahahahah, okay i shall stop her. have a nice day!(:

~hyper emo~

Sushi rocks(: (Sunday, September 13, 2009 / 1:10 AM)

HELLO(:
omg, i just realised that music is DEFINITELY NOT my thing. i mean i seldom practise, and i m really horrible at it. It is terribly difficult and it REALLY stressful. Cui lao shi said that all beginners skip to grade three. However, i m so lousy, she is thinking abt putting me in grade 2 for exam. Oh gosh, speaking of exams.... NOOOOO guzheng has exams!!! i learn guzheng for the fun and enjoyment of it, not for grades or anything!!!! oh no... i m SO hopeless. I was like almost crying at the thought of it. NOOOOOOO i dun wan guzheng. WAHHHHH!

okay So i ate SUSHI today!!!! yayers! i LOVE sushi! its my LIFE WHEEEEEE. Suddenly so hyper at the moment. I like KFC too. (: hehehhehehe SUSHI ROCKS!!!!! YAY!

~hyper emo~
byes!

Realizations (Thursday, September 10, 2009 / 9:50 PM)

Okay, i realised alot of things today.
1. I HAVENT DONE MY HOMEWORK YET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2. I HAVENT PRACTISED MY GUZHENG YET!!!!!!!!!!!!
3. I CANT BE IN PHOTOGRAPHY NO MORE!!!!!!!!!!!
4. I HATE THE FB FORTUNE TELLER GENIUS THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5. I SHALL FAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6. I SHALL DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7. I SHALL PERISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(hahaha, finally i reached 7! yay, i love 7!)
I so totally need to start homework.
i so totally need to stop slacking
and i so totally should stop blogging.
YAY, did my blog's music, love it(:
heheheheheh

~hyper emo~
once agn,
~tata~

drama queen (Wednesday, September 9, 2009 / 2:52 AM)

HELLO(:
yesterday night was the most dramatic day of my life! hahas. st, gen and i had a BIG fight! In the end, i thought that we ended up as even clser friends. I realised that we have to love each other and be there no matter what happens. However, letting out isen really a bad thing either! Yesterday, we finally cracked and told each other our irritations and troubles abt each other. hahas, sorry gen! LOVE you and suting to bits!
okay, so holidays aren holidays at all because we have SO much HOMEWORK! mountains ans mountains of them!!!! sighs, although i m still slacking! hahahahah. anyws, i want to share with u all these songs which i thought are absolutely brilliant!
one is called 'i am blue'
st introduced this to me and i realised that i did that for my ballet concert. We were putting up a hip hop performance. It got me REALLY high(:
and the other one is called 'Waltzing Matilda' i think.
Pamela introduced this to me. She said that bamd was gonna perform it one day. It is really good!
Go youtube search for it pls! HEHEHEEH
get high ppl(: ST PAM AND I R TOOOO HIGHHHHHH! WHEEEEEE

~hyper emo~
once agn,
~tata~

new phone. (Monday, September 7, 2009 / 1:38 AM)

WHEEEE i got a new phone. hahas. Its nokia and its really lousy:( but i still love it alot. It has less then 1MB!!!! omg, i stored like one pic and one song and pop goes the wheezle, there is no more memory space. omg, its pure torture! hahas. the design is not that bad, although the phone is really lousy. However, blame it all on me and yohanes' lousy quality pants. Its spoilt. lols, jkjk no offense there!!! Anyws, thanks mummy for the phone!!! i wont spoil it agn!!! cant wait till my contract ends b4 i can get a new one! yay. Will wait... for a long time...(:

~hyper emo~
once agn,
~tata~

IVP fair! (Friday, September 4, 2009 / 7:42 AM)

Wheee. Today was a fun but EXTREMELY tiring day. yay. Went for IVP today. It was REALLY fun on the bus. We took pictures and told jokes with xuhua and alvin. hahas. they were so funny. We were the noisiest class in the bus and we keep laughing like crazy. Then ltr, we headed to th auditorium for their presentations. Sue qin and i were like half asleep during the first half of the presentation. lols. However, I saw valerie and wen qi today!!! WHOOO. They both can tie up their hair le! i missed them so much! love u guys! okay so the only exciting part abt the presentation was their ppt on the invention. Not being biasd here but I tot that Dunman High was one of the better ones! i mean it! lols. So then we went to the poster exhibition and had sandwiches there. It was awesome. Gen and i wer up the staircase before meeting up with the rest of the girls. Suting was like "alvin! BANG!" The alvin replied: "wheuuuu" St:" BOOM!" ahaha. We played some games and then need go home le. The bus journey back home was horrible. Without xuhua to crack jokes, it was really boring plus the fact that we were all so tierd le. Gen and i fell asleep in the bus listening to st's music. I was rather pissed when i reached school partly because i had a horrible bumpy sleep, and ballet half an hour later. I had to rush home, bathe and eat my dinner. It was SO much RUSH!!! I tot that some ppl were pissed too. EG. xuhua. He was like ' f*** u!" to every single objct that he saw! Alvin was just muttering angrily to himself. omg it was really funny. Oh well, guess everyone is just tierd(: Fortunately for me, the bus came quickly and i rushed to ballet soon after. What a tiring day! But it was FUN(:















~hyper emo~
once agn,
~tata~
ps. there was an invention called tata dust. lols,it wasen vry good. (this tot crossed my mind as i wrote ~tata~.)
ps. pics were taken from krys and gen!

SC mass bonding (Wednesday, September 2, 2009 / 6:01 AM)

WHOOOO today's SC bonding session was REALLY FUN!!!! hahas. after school, i went straight to 4S classroom for a make-up malay test with Yuan Wen ans Wei Rong. The malay test was really quite easy! yay. so then went lunce and met suting, pamela, nicole and sue qin. We were laughing like crazy during lunce and telling jokes for 1 and a half hours before i left for the library to meet joelle then go LT1 for SC meeting. hahas, i met a girl named vivianne there. She was really nice and pretty(: oh well, then we rushed to LT1 in 3 MINS!!! At first, we had to introduce ourselves. It was so scary, i forgot my name! hahas. Then, we had this presentation on SC before we went out to the parade square to play! We played the squirrel and tree game and it was really fun. I realised that the seniors there are really fun and nice. And then, we played blow wind blow. OMG it was SUPER FUNNN! i dunno why but seeing ppl scrambling to their seats is so funny! plus there is this boy who wrote i heart SC with his but very DRAMATICALLY. Everyone was laughing so hard i think they got tears in their eyes! lols. Then, we split up into grps of 10 and we had to introduce oursleves. My team consists of, shaniceca, grace, jojo, desirae, vivianne, xinyi, joelle, jun jie and kai meng. We then played the tempo game which was so fun because everyone all 'shou mang jiao luan'. none of them can cordinate prperly. HAHAS. Haiz then went back LT1 to share what we learnt about the rest and i was chosen to share. I did a rather horrible job but i really enjoyed it. I look forward to serving the school as an SC and i hope we can all work together to build a better School! YAY

~hyper emo~
once agn,
~tata~