Immature crying (Thursday, January 21, 2010 / 4:34 AM)
Hey Nicholas. I was thinking about what you said and maybe you are right. Maybe we really think we are adults. I think i was too anxious about all of you getting used to the new environment that i din realise that things are really just moving too fast. When i was primary six, i used to hate my sister because ever since she became a sec 1, she acted all mature and everything. I really din like it. I din want her to grow up too fast. I felt that she was just acting cool about everything. However, when i moved up to sec 1 and joined SC, i realised. People mature as we grow. Many challenges lay ahead for you and there are many new obstacles for you to overcome. These are the things which makes you mature into a better person. Because this is when you learn many new things and understand them better. I just want you to know that being mature is not a bad thing. However, it wont be nice to grow up too fast. I am sorry and i will try to change myself. So many things have happened and i tend to forget, forgetting how things used to be. I hope i have been a good sf but if i wasent, please tell me and i will change. Dun worry, i am not ready to be an adult yet.:D
Today i went down to 1D with the math book in my hands. I was really stuck on 1 qn man! Then si yan came and watched me. Yan Ling lent me a calculator and Shao Ye helped me with one of the qn!!! hahaha, i got it in the end. He just came up to me and started talking to me. AW! I am so touched! hahahaha. Okay so leaving 1D, i had cheng yu kao cha today. Aiyoyo, two of my cheng yus dao fan lorhs! Or else can quite good de! The whole day was just study study and then jap came. Found my note book in class! YAY i am so happy mans! Wei Rong and Gen also made my day which made time fly really fast for the first time. hahahaha, hmmm. Wei Rong owes me alot of favours and Shin Min owes me two dollars. Jia Yous people! Ying Xuan will always love you:D