suddenly i vanished and i wonder if people noticed. I tend to be slow at realising things, but i will figure it out anyway. I sometimes doubt the true intention of our existence on earth but i will naturally give up thinking. I will be happy if i see you smile so do smile more. :) bolditalicunderlinestrikeout

You fill me up with happiness by your funny little smile

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I AIM TO TALK TO AT LEAST 2 GIRLS AND 2 BOYS FROM MY CLASS TOMORROW.
The stress is really coming in now that we are in sec three. Its like seeing your friends silently trying to finish up their homework without you. It gives me alot of stress as i wonder what happened to all the fun and slack together mode?

Today i had lunch together with 2K again and i felt like i truly was home. :) Whenever i see them, i can help but feel happiness fill me up all the way to the brim and overflowing. I can smile non stop foolishly like an idiot and not feel embarressed about it because they all know me too well and i don;t have to be shy around them.

Ming Yu booed me in the canteen today and i was so overwhelmed with nostalgia i almost cried. I learnt that Alvin gained 7kg over the holidays, Valen grew over 180, st cut her hair, pamela grew prettier etc. Oh but enough of the past and into the present.

I am slowly starting to open myself up to my friends in 3F with an ocassional politeness and courteousy. I wish i can laugh my LUNGS out with them and do silly things infront of them without being embarressed or them looking down on me. I hope we don't just give each other fake smiles, say hello and walk away. My new friends are really good people. As long as we warm our hearts to each other, i am sure we will be the best of friends.

I think i can really be myself when i talk to benjamin. I dunno why, just a thought.

Its okay to be afriad. Just take the first step.